Honestly, I've just spent the past hour and a half reading over my 2013 posts for the 31 Day writing challenge (31 Days of Joyful Waiting) that I participated in. I didn't do it last year because I just wasn't writing then. And now I really want to get back into writing, but I'm scared.
I feel like my writing has gone downhill because I haven't been doing it. Reading my 31 Day posts, I'm thinking, "who is this person, it can't have been me, I don't have that much wisdom or good words to say!"
I had an idea about what to write about for this October's challenge, but after reading over my posts from the past, my idea doesn't seem good enough. I want to write things that are as meaningful to me now as what I see my Joyful Waiting posts are to me 2 years after writing them, if that even makes sense! It seems too simple!
And last time, I didn't even make it to the end! I quit a day early because I was feeling burned out.
But I guess I can do this. I want to write again on a regular basis, and this gives me a good reason to. So I will take another shot at this challenge this year.